Tuesday, November 30, 2021

A Fighting Chance

 By fall of 2019, I had been with my specialist team for several years and was being seen on a monthly basis. My MELD score had crept up to over 15 (which is qualifying to be listed for transplant).  When I broached the subject of getting listed, I was told to wait until it hit 18 - then we would talk again.  I was getting edgy, but I thought the doctors were doing what was best for me.  So when I heard in no uncertain terms that there were no plans to put me on the transplant list, I had a choice:  be crushed or fight.  Once again, I became my own advocate for transplant.

MELD SCORE:  is calculated from lab tests for creatinine,  bilirubin and INR and ranges from 6 to 40 (6 is normal, 40 is.. well, dead for all intents and purposes).  It is use to predict your mortality rate for the next 3 months.  It is also used to calculate how often you need to see your doctor and have labs drawn.  

In October of 2019, I asked a coworker whose daughter was a doctor at the Cleveland Clinic liver transplant center to refer me to a good doctor.  I set up my appointment to be evaluated.  It's amazing that two doctors can have the same degree and background, yet one sees your situation as a possibility while the other an impossibility. This doctor believed I had a chance and scheduled me for the transplant evaluation.

While I was waiting to be listed for transplant, I can't count the number of times people asked when I would be listed.. as though it can just be a scheduled surgery.  There is so much involved in a transplant.  Before I saw the evaluation team, I had to have all of my dental work complete, have a dermatologist go over every bit of skin on my body to check for cancer, see my gynecologist... just to name a few.

In January 2020, I finally got to the evaluation... which is a full 5 days of back-to-back appointments!  I had to have a caregiver with me, meet with every kind of specialist you can imagine, had MRI's, CT scans, ultrasounds, x-rays, more bloodwork than I ever dreamed a person could donate (something like 30 vials).  In addition to physical criteria, you have to go through financial evaluation, behavioral health evaluation, nutritional evaluation, then a social worker helps you make a will and sign legal guardianship over to your caregiver.  It's a lot!  By the time it was over I was totally drained - physically and emotionally.

I was assigned a pre-transplant coordinator nurse, then had to wait.  If everyone agreed that I was a good candidate, then it would go to UNOS for a board approval.  After that....

APRIL 14, 2020 WAS A DAY FOR CELEBRATION!  

I WAS FINALLY ON THE TRANSPLANT LIST!

April 9, 2020
Tired and waiting

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